Written directly from the heart...

Being a teenager, i have gone through many ups and down in my life and still going through them. I am 15 now and i can see myself changing. When i said i am changing I didn't mean only physically but yes also mentally.

I met many different faces in my life. After meeting them i always felt that all of these people left me with a lot of memories one way or the other. There are many people who caught my eye and i started to go mad after their friendship or their presence but those same people left me with such memories i don't wanna think about.

Earlier these things never meant anything to me. I used to meet people, chat with them, hangout for a while and then forget about them. But a few people changed my life. They gave me good times, they gave me hard times but all of those times are worth remembering. I am talking about those few people with whom i became so attached that i couldn't imagine having a life without them and now those same people are not anymore with me.

I now feel broken but i have to be strong as this is the beginning. I have yet to see so much. Don't know how many more worse situations are waiting to be faced by me.

And now i would like to dedicate a song to all of those people who have been gone through so much and still trying to be strong (just like me)
The song is called The climb by Miley Cyrus and the song is in the music player at the sidebar of my blog...please read the lyrics given...



Every word of this song touches my heart!

Happy Independence Day!!!

Yayyyy...so finally Independence day is coming and it will be a wonderful day for both the Pakistanis and Indians. We the Pakistan's are going to start celebrating at midnight and will keep celebrating till next midnight and then after that Indian's are gonna start celebrating it.

How can anyone forget the sacrifices they gave for us. They even gave their lives for us. They never expected to see us in this state. What we have done to our countries would be like a nightmare at that time to all the people out there who who gave their body, mind, heart and even soul just to get a separate state where we can live in peace...

On this independence day i would request all my blogger friends to promise themselves that if they can't do something extreme for the country then at least just try being a good citizen:)

Azaadi mubarik ho!!! :D





oh and yeah...i almost forgot...my Friend hassan has recently joined blogging...please visit his informative blog and help him show our blogsville :P

Sach Ka Saamna (Tagged again)

This time i have been tagged again by my sweet, little and cute blogger friend Emaan

All i have to do is to answer some questions and let him know if i have done it...
I will try to be honest so read it at your own risk:P

Here i go,
- What is your guilty pleasure Disney movie?
ummmm...lion king (learned the dialogues of that movie even:P)

- What’s the longest you’ve gone without taking a bath?
4 days!!! (OMG!!! i really said it)

- If anyone u know (name the person pls) could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
My school mistress Maam Shazia...i would have made her clean my whole house!

- What is your best physical attribute? and why ?
My eyes...everyone really appreciates them:D

- Do you have a secret talent and what is it?
Even i don't know that.

- What is one thing are you afraid of?
Getting bad marks in my exams (i even have nightmares about it)

- If you had to spend eternity with one person, who would it be?
My family!!!

- If you had to listen to only three songs for the rest of your life, what would they be?
lovestory, you belong with me, tanhai

- What did you look like in 5th grade? Describe or upload a pic..
Don't ask...i looked like a total pappu girl and i was extrememly thin

- If someone made a movie about your life, who would you want to play 'you'?
Me ofcourse...I love acting :P

- Who is most beautiful person you know (inside and out).
ummmm...that definitely has to be my elder brother Ali bhai

- If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be?
John Abraham and Joe Jonas

- What is the most annoying habit that a friend/boyfried/girlfriend/spouse has ever had?
blaming me for something i haven't done...

- What is the meanest thing that you have done till date? (time to come clean buddy)
I went to a friend's birthday party without a gift...hahahahaha

- What is that one question u wish i had asked u.. u can answer it too ;-)
Have i even been beated by my mom?....yes!!! :P

- What would have been that one question that you dread ? (i am so mean..ha ha ha)
What has been the most embarassing moment of my life?

Ok so finally i have faced the truth...now time for some people to do sach ka saamna:D
They lucky ones are :P

Harini

Mayank

Vishesh

Again i wanted to tag Farhan but Emaan has already done so!!!

Tagged! (((after a long long long time)))

this time i have been tagged by EMAAN......Ive to use the first letter of my name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real .... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Then you need to tag 4 people.



So, here I go....

1.What is your name: Sahefa

2. A four Letter Word: shop (loveeeeeeeee shopping!!!)

3. A boy's Name: Shehryar ( my best friend's bro)

4. A girl's Name: Sehrish (my classmate)

5. An occupation: Software engineer (that's what i want to be)

6. A colour: Silver (one of favorite color but i always go for blue)

7. Something you wear: Skirts (not the mini ones:P)

8. A food: Soup (I like Thai)

9. Something found in the bathroom: Steam ( when i bathe...even in summers hehehehe)

10. A place: Switzerland (totally love that place)

11. A reason for being late: Sleeeep (its very hard to wake me up...lol)

12. Something you shout: SSSTTTTTTTTOOOOOPPPPPPPPP (when my brother is teasing me)

13. A movie title: Shrek 1, 2, 3 (the best one was part 2)

14. Something you drink: seven-up :P

15. A musical group: Silbersmoke

16. An animal: Sparrow (comes in the species of animals...hehehehhe)

17. A street name: sarapa bazar (hell crowded place)

18. A type of car: suzuki

19. Something scary: skull (rotten one...:P...hahahahahahahha)

20. Ice cream flavour: Strawberry

Ok...so now my time to tag people
I would go for

Harini

Emaan's dad

Saif

Mayank

I wanted to tag Farhan but he has already been tagged by Emaan

Why always me???

Heloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo everyone...
I am really sorry that i couldn't update my blog because it was summer vacations and we spent all of them without net:P
But i have finally gotten it back and i will be starting my regular posts again. As usual i am stuck in some problems. I know you people may always get annoyed by my problems but i am really sorry coz i can do nothing about it and you guys are the best support in my every problem.

Sometimes it feels like that your best friends start acting like your worst enemies. I have the same case. The people whom i thought were my friends always blame me for anything that goes wrong. I am really sick and tired of this whole drama. There is one girl who always tries to make me the bad person and somehow everyone always believes her. Sometimes the situation gets so that i have to apologize even if i haven't done anything and the reason why i always have to say sorry is that if i don't people think that i am arrogant and never realize my misleads.

I have always tried to share my problems with you and got the right solutions and i am still hoping that the same happens this time as well

Looking forward for your response
xoxo

Happy Birthday To me AGain!!!!!!!!!!

So guys...i am turning 15 today:)
I am in a hurry rite now...but i am sure gonna give you all the details of my party when i return from there.
Don't forget to wish me:P
bye

I AM FREEEE!!!!

I am finally going to be free from those boring studies after one week. My last day of school is 29th May. After that there will be summer vacations for 3 months!
WOW!!!!

I have not planned what to do for summer vacations but i am thinking of joining an academy or something because i just can not take those O-levels easy now. But rest you guys tell me.

Give me some suggestions to make my summer vacations rocking!

A new life...

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooo everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So finally i am back to blogging. You all must be wondering that where i had been for such a long time, well, i was giving my final exams of 8th grade. All of you must be knowing that when i had my mid-year exams, my mom had stopped me from using computer and if luckily i could get a chance to sit on the computer then i could not do this blogging.

Same happened this time. Because these were the final exams so i had to start the preparation 2 months before the exams, and you know what guys? The result of these exams was had to decide my future. If we don't get above 80% result then we can not get admission in O-levles!!!! That is why i had to work really hard in order to go to O-levels and if would have not got the admission then God knows what could have happened to me:P

After two months of extreme hard work, the exams finally came. I still remember the butterflies in my stomach when i used to enter the examination hall. We got our result after the two days the exams finished and i was not expecting more than 82%. But do you know what was my result?........................................90%!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Now that is what i call success:P I not only got 90% but but all so the highest percentage in my whole class. I could not wait to share this victory with you guys. But behind this happiness...there is a fear. I have now stepped in to O-levels and the whole class has split up because everyone has taken different subjects. Now i am going to study at a place where everyone is unfamiliar. Its going to be a fresh start and a whole new life. I hope i can adjust. WISH ME LUCK:)

He has passed away...

All i want to say is that my grandfather was in a critical condition for a past many days and now he has passed away...i want that those who are reading this post...plz pray that may he rest in peace and for his forgiveness



I miss u grandpa!!!!!!!!

Indians...great pals!!!

Blogging is my passion. I love to write posts and when i come back after a few days i love to see wonderful comments, i have been noticing one thing from a few days that the comments i recieve from you guys...95% of you are indians who are appreciating and reading my posts regulalry.

I've been hearing about these Mumbai attacks and Ajmal Kasab being Pakistani and felt really sorry for those people who have lost thier loved ones. I am not the right person to comment on Ajmal Kasab being Pakistani and i also dodn't want to...but i am feeling a liitle bit ashamed because it is proved that he is Pakistani and i am also Pakistani.

To get to the point, all i want to say is that i want to thank all those indian bloggers who visit and comment on my blog regulalry and one question to you guys

Do you guys hate me because i am a Pakistani??? (must answer)

A disappeared blogger is back

It is a long time since I've posted anything or visited anyone's blog. really a long time but i can explain why was that so. I had my exams and they were not just exams...they were mid-year exams and mom took all of my contacts from me. My cellphone, my computer, my ipod almost everything was taken away from me. This time there is hell lot of pressure on me because next year i want to be in o-levels and to do that i must clear my mid-year and annual exams. I missed everything a lot and most importantly i missed blogging because maybe this is the way i can express my feelings and then get such valuable comments.

I still remember that whenever i was sitting in my study room i always used to think that what will be happening in the world of blogging, What would be bloggers thinking about me that i am getting lazy and that is why i am not posting anything but that is simply not the reason. I really love this world of blogging and i am sorry from the bottom of my heart to everyone and now i will try my best to post regularly and visit each blog regularly.

And ya another thing which i forgot to mention and that that i got an ward from tushhar I am really sorry Tushhar that you always give me awards and i am never able to and you always comment on posts but i am never able but forgive this time and i will try my best to be a part of you every post.
This is the award

I pass on this award to
Alok
Vishesh
Saif
Emaan
Congrats guys!!!

A night to remember

The pressure of monthly exams and then the result, all this needed some refreshment. So we all decided to go to McDonald. It was really a night to remember. We all friends gathered there at 4:30 and we had a blast.

All of them were really looking good. I also got my hair straight. I wore a dark blue pair of jeans with a dark grey shirt. It was really cold at that time but we still enjoyed. When we were finished after the eating stuff we all went for a walk. Then we took some pictures (which we always do) and then sat outside for a long time. We talked and played and hooted. It was a lovely time.

I am sure that all of my friends would have now forgotten the fear of the result.

The competition

The season is changing and winters are coming. I hate winters. They are full of boring days and heavy warm clothes. I always get sick when it is the starting of the winters and the same happened this year. Yesterday (Saturday) was my art competition where the all the schools of the two combined cities were there. So you can say it was a very important competition.

I had a severe headache and and flu. I had been practicing for the competition since a week. That is why i also did not get time for blogging. Only two students were selected from our entire school so this competition meant a lot to me. I took a lot of medicines just to make me ready for the big day.

Finally the big day came. The theme was 'peace'. In this theme we had to relate peace with Pakistan. The competition was of 90 minutes. There were three judges who were really great artists. The competition was contributed to Guljee. Many of you may know Gulgee and if you don't then click here. Its a small info about him. To come to the point. I finished the drawing in 90 minutes. The mobiles were allowed but we could not take pictures but i wanted to because i wanted to show my drawing to you guys.

Because i took the picture from my mobile so result is not that good. It was a really a great risk to use the camera when it was not allowed but i quickly took the picture. As it was in a hurry so the whole scene did not come but something is better than nothing.
So here is a look i hope you like my drawing.

Do not look at it very deeply because then there are chances that you may find any mistakes:P