Ouch!!!!!!!!!

I had the worst injury today! Could not believe that i was about to brake my bone. Let me tell you the whole incident which happened with me today.

Me and my friends were walking in the school corridors. Suddenly my friend pushed me hard and i fell on the floor. I did not realized at that time that how bad the injury was,but when i woke up the next day...i could not tolerate the pain.

Let me tell you a negative point about me. I am really afraid from the doctors and medicines. I really avoid these two things but the pain was so much that i was forced to go the doctor.

Whatsoever,i went to the doctor and he told me that some of my tissues were torn and my muscles had hardened. Now i have a bandage that starts from my hand and goes till my elbow. My doctor told me that if i had lifted any heavy thing then i could get a fracture!

I don't know how i am writing this post because its very difficult to type. Please people pray for me that my arm gets well soon.

Its your life!!!

Many people give their life in the hands of somebody else which means that they don't make the decisions of their life by themselves but someone else.

I started realizing this thing when i wrote my last post. People gave me such helpful comments (thank you every one) and the most common point i noticed in most of the comments was' its your life. Enjoy it your way'. That really helped me in realizing that God has given us only one life so that we can build ourselves by taking making the most important decisions of our life on our own.

Whenever i wanted to wear something. I always used to ask a plenty of people and they used to give me variety of ideas. Which really confused me but now i have come up with a conclusion and that is that its our life. We should live it our way.

So i request all my readers that concentrate on my post and enjoy your way. After all 'its your life'

I don't get it...

I am a teenager and i am happy for that. But i don't get one thing and that is that am i grown up or just a kid. Some treat me like a grown up girl and some treat me like small girl.

I don't know why this happens. If i want to do something then people say that i am growing up and i should not do such stupid things. When i do some grown up thing then people say that i am still small for these things.

I don't know that how i should find out that i am a grown up girl or a small kid. I know its a very small post because i believe in writing to the point. I cannot write really lengthy articles. I write really less but to the point. I have done it even now as well.

So my dear fellow bloggers can you give me answer to my question. Which is that am i a grown up or a small girl.I JUST DON'T GET IT!!!

Tagged!!!

I loved it when bloggers used to tag each other but no one did it to me. But now i am taggged that means that i have to write a few facts about me. I am tagged by my friend who is very close to me. I have never done tagging before. Just doing it now so here it goes...

1.I am not confident at all. I realized it when i started high school. I found out that i was not able to talk to teachers who never taught me. I always have two options either to look at him or to speak. I cannot do both at the same time.

2.I love singing but i cannot sing at front of anyone and when i want to sing and i go to my bedroom,close the door and sing loudly and i actually feel better.

3.I am really good at writing but i never do it because i never find time and when i find time then i don't want to write. I am always the two-side person.

4.I have got a height-phobia. I am really scared of height even when i see alot of stairs i get scared and cannot use them.

5.I like acting. But never got a chance to do it. I will sure try it some time.

6.I love playing tricks on people but i stopped when once i was caught.

I am passing this tag to Tshhar who is also a really good friend of mine.

I AM CONFUSED...

I never understood that for which thing i am perfect. I am always confused. All of my friends have specialty and they are good at it. But its only me who is never able to do anything.

All of my friends say that you write with your left hand and that makes you special. Just tell me people that how can writing with a left hand makes someone special. I am good for nothing. I want to be special like others so that people notices me. Sometimes i try to act funny so that people attracts towards me but even that makes no use.

I am not good at sports, in which any one can be good at. I don't know how to find the true me. Can anyone of my readers suggest me the way to help me find the inner me,the true me...

It was fun!

It was my talent show two days back. I did not get time to write nay post about it. But as i write about all the happenings in my school so somehow i took some time out and i write started writing. I enjoyed alot over there. I met all my new and old friends there. We all were really excited to see each other.

I will never be able to forget this day because it has alot of good moments of my life. My all teachers appreciated our play however we did not get first position but as every one says"winning is the first step to success". So we did not feel bad about it. When we all performed our play,it was time to dance for everyone and everyone did that including my teachers. No one had ever thought that our teachers would dance so the fun increased more and more.

The show started at 4:00p.m and finished at 8:30p.m. No one had imagined that we are going to have this much fun. I hope that must have enjoyed with me while reading this post.

Are three enough?

I have three best friends and i have a great relationship with them and we all understand each other. I am really to have those three friends who are really caring,understanding and each of them has a style of her own.

I really love them. There is one fact that there is one friend of mine whom i love like a sister. We both are really good friends and are faces match so much that people think that we are real sisters. The other too friends are also great.

I have no problems with them and i am happy with them. But one problem is there which is disturbing my life. My school fellows think that i am getting rude because i don not give time to others. I always become too friendly with people and they always like me and then they want to be friends with me.

But i already have three friends to give time. I want to give time to others but my friends do not want any fourth person in our relationship. Everyone wants to be friends with me and i like that. But i am really confused that are three enough or i should make more good friends but then it is impossible to give time to every individual.

And there is one thing that i don't want to be bad for anyone but i don't get friends with them then they will think that i am very rude. Can you people help me out in this situation?

DISCRIMINATION !!!

I really had to write this post because the situation in my school forced me to. I am in high school and we have a right to be a part of every celebration that are school has.

But i am afraid nothing is happening like that in our school. As you all people know that Pakistan is in a big trouble because of the suicide bomb attacks and our school's name is on the top in the hit list. I don't want to mention the name of my school because you people will not have a good impression about it then.

So,because of those attacks and explosions;an entire team of civil defense training came to our school and decided to train us for different situations. We all had the training and yesterday was the closing ceremony in which the selected people had they perform a scene.

In that scene they had to show that if (god forbid) an explosion occurs in our school then how will we act upon it and i know that it was about be alot of fun.Whatsoever,we went out of classes in proper lines and sat in the auditorium.

After five minutes a teacher came and said hat all the 7ths should go back to their classes because of insufficient space.

Now just tell me people is this the way that juniors should be treated? NO! This is not the way. What happens if we are the juniors of the school but we are in high school and we deservered to be there. I really hate this type of discrimination.

We children have also found the solution to this problem. The solution is that we are going to have a protest in our school ti have our rights.

But the problem is that it does not seems to be right for me. Please if you have some solution to stop this discrimination then tell me. I know that you will help me to stop this DISCRIMINATION.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !

Happy valentines day to all my fellow bloggers and visitors.

I am what i am because of FUN in my life

I really wanted to write this post because i am really messed up. I am a kind of person who wants to be only her\his way. But i am afraid things are not going that way. I am being stopped to be myself.

People often think that i am in a growing up age and must stop myself from doing kiddish things. I am going to be 14 this June. Just tell me people how much old can that be? Its only 14. I just love doing the things which are full of fun and excitement!

Let me tell conversation that went between me and my brother
one day i was jumping on my bed

Brother: What are you doing?
Me: having fun
Brother: This is not your age to have this kind of fun
Me: But i just love doing it
Brother: Go and do some sensible things
Me: Ok bhai

Now is this the way? No its not.I know one thing that THERE IS NO AGE FOR FUN! If we stop doing things because of our age then there is no point of living this life. God almighty has given us this life for a purpose and if there is no fun in it then that purpose is useless.

I bring fun in every single task of my life and maybe that is the reason that i enjoy everything in this world. And if i am banned to have fun my way then what is the use of it. I know that by reading the topic of my post, you may fell that i am rude or i want things to be my way.

Seriously my intentions are not like that. I do things my way and i advice you people to do things your way and add a pinch of fun to your life and then you will fell that fun is the most important ingredient in the recipe of your life.

Why do i like vanessa hudgens?

Vanessa Anne Hudgens (born December 14, 1988), also known simply as Vanessa Hudgens, is an American actress and singer. She made her screen debut in 2003 and appeared in the Hollywood films Thirteen and Thunderbirds, before reaching fame in the 2006 hit Disney Channel film High School Musical. Hudgens also began a music career and released her debut album, entitled V, in 2006. In 2007, Hudgens became the spokesperson for Neutrogena.[1]

I love her because she is really a talented teenager and has made a place in everyone's heart in a very short time. I am a big fan of her and she is an inspiration of every teen. Her two most famous songs 'say ok' and 'come back to me' became famous in a short interval of time.

Starting at the age of eight, Hudgens performed in musical theater as a singer, and appeared in local productions of Carousel, The Wizard of Oz, The King and I, The Music Man, and Cinderella, among others.[5] Hudgens successfully auditioned for a commercial and subsequently moved to Los Angeles with her family, with whom she is still close, namely Gina Hudgens- her mom, Stella Hudgens- her sister and Greg Hudgens- her dad. Not only is she close with her family but also her friends, namely Ashley Tisdale, Miley Cyrus, the rest of the HSM cast and her not so famous Filipino friend Adrianne Galvez.

Her television appearances include guest roles on Quintuplets, Still Standing, The Brothers Garcia and The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, as Corrie, a classmate of Maddie and London. Hudgens also appeared on Drake & Josh, playing Drake's girlfriend, Rebecca.

Hudgens' largest role among teenage audiences has been starring in the Disney Channel movie High School Musical, which premiered in January 2006; BBC News said that the film's success turned Hudgens into a "household name" in North America.[6] Hudgens and Efron had won "Best Chemistry" award at the Teen Choice Awards for their roles.[7]

Vanessa is a great singer+actor and i love her. The information i mentioned is the reason why i love Vanessa Hudgens.

GET WELL SOON

It all started when when we were going for our games period. When we were on the way to the play ground we heard news that the teams are getting selected for flat race.

My friend was really excited to hear these news and she decided to participate in it. When the selection was going on; my friend tried her best to get selected for the team and we all were cheering for her and then suddenly there was a silence in the ground as my friend fell on the ground with all the wait on her arm. I could not tolerate her cries and i left the ground and then i don not know what happened.

Then we were in the class and my friend came inside with all the bandage wrapped till her elbow. We really felt bad for her. She was in severe pain. But she did not let anyone know that she is in pain but i could understand her situation and i helped her alot in picking up her bag and other things.

Today she called me and told that her major bone of the arm was broken. I was really surprised to hear that because no one would ever guess that it was such a serious case. The reason behind writing this post was that i want you all to pray for her that she gets well soon.

No Decision Yet

After writing the post "am i a burden" i realized that my fellow bloggers are my best advisers so i want one advice from you today as well. As everyone knows that i write down everything on my blog about my feelings and my thoughts.

I wrote this post because i cannot make a decision yet. I am studying in 7th class and will soon go in 8th. but i have not made the decision that whether to go in the science category or business. I decided to choose science and become a scientist then i realized that it takes a long time to become a scientist almost at the age of 30. But i cannot continue that long.

The second category is the business category. Choosing this may result in variety of professions. But many of my friends and relatives do not agree to it.
I want that if i decide to become someone i must do that and should not leave my career incomplete.

Today i am standing where my mind has failed to make a decision. So i want you people to help me out with the right and correct decision.